i talk a lot of shit for someone who can’t choose rude dialogue options in games because i’m scared of hurting a characters feelings
So after all that brain spaz today it’s all good I think. Agh. FUCK anxiety. So relieved I could sleep for months now.
Oh my god I think brain is going to explode. Life, What the heck are you doing?
Kicking back with Scott Pilgrim Vol. 3, Anamaguchi’s Endless Fantasy album playing in the background and eating the Subway cookies I got yesterday but had forgotten about.
Please wash away this anxiety.
I’ve been so anxious all day. After my shower just now, which took ages, I actually forced myself to smile in the mirror which was incredibly tough and gave myself a pep talk. Am I crazy? Possibly. Am I happier? Slightly.
More waiting to see how things turn out. I’m really not good at this stuff but I guess I’ll force myself to go shower and do laundry in the meantime. I definitely shouldn’t lay here and dwell.